Tuesday, December 29, 2009
im back...
photos will be up when i have the time...
:)
gd nite
12:51 AM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
will be leaving town tonight...hubby bought me a 16gb ipod touch and 8gb omnia II.quite lucky huh me...when other has to scrimp and save...i can bring it along to my 8 days trip... :)i have think carefully for the past few days over sisters matter...just like what my hubby said...if i really want to give up on them...i should cut all the contacts with them...maybe i am just like what py said...maybe i feel insecure...maybe i am jealous...why am i treated like a dirt and pq is a treasurewhen i gaf my best to py...is it fair to me?who helps her whenever py has problem...pq name is always mention everywhere...regardless of msn, blog or her mouth...perhaps pq has really done beta than me...it is just that i dont know and nv see...maybe i shouldnt grab all the credits...and i nv cleared my doubts...and that's me...now even if i want to patch everything back...it will not be like the past...i know...and i think i know what should i do...just like her...i wished you all the best in everything...do take care of yourself too...and i will start studying when i come back...
8:52 AM
Friday, December 11, 2009
will be fetching hubby with his mum and bro in less than 24 hrs...
miss him loo0ots....
and swimming on sunday with him, sis and cousins...
cant wait to see him...
n i have no comments about her...
just hope we can ease the tension btw us as time passes...
off to watch television with parents...
10:57 PM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
i feel im not appreciated at all by my sisters...im call sister by them for the sake of calling...i knew that all along...but i pretended that i dont...until i cannot take it...after today good deed, i am going to drift away from them...dont ask me out...thank you...if you think you are not wrong...let me enlighten you...dont tell people things when you cant do it...tell me to be prepared for your birthday...you cant let cr go cause of the pricing...i understood...so i prepared for ur bday...at the last min, you told me it was off...i was ok with it...until i saw the photos of your family...i let it go w/o complaining...then it was ur bro wedding turn...i tried my best to help them...you told me that they will open a party when they are back...of coz...i believe you and prepared too...but till now...i heard not a single bit from your mouth...can u tell me how to be disappointed in u...there are other small matters...however i dont wana post it out...or else u think i am trying to hurt u or wad so eva...it is the same goes to c wedding...she sae she will open a dinner for the sisters...and it was 2 months from that day...i heard nothing but flies flying...so yah...do you eva understand how i feel...let me tell you...DAMN NO!!you will only find me when U NEED ME...make use of me...enough of me...throw me back to a corner...till u need me again...im so freaking tiring of it...im backing out from everything now...hope you can be happy from whateva you do...i have done my best in helping u...i feel that im like u...n u are like Al....when he is alone, he will think of you...however, when he has his friends, he will just discard you aside...dont you think im right?think about it urself...i m done with my piece...and i dont think im going swimming with u this sun...let me apologise for this first...cause i dont know how to face u animore...sorry...and all the best...bye bye.hubby is pop-ing this sat...cant wait to see him...
6:42 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009
i am a xin fu xiao nu ren currently...and i am very happy...enough of everything...soon enough, we can build our little warm family...he is someone that never scold me when i messed things up...but instead of him, it is always me...who is always scolding him...and he will let me rebuke...i must seriously try to control my bad temper...and i will be able to listen to his voice in less than 24 hours...ganbatte hubby...and happy 32rd months...next month will be our 33rd months...how about celebrating it with christmas and new year?i miss you so much...next week will be your pop...when you get to read my msg...i just wana tell uthat I LOVE YOU LOTS...muackx...ps: Please update your rotting blog. (:
12:20 AM
